Showing posts with label Sight. Show all posts
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Sunday, March 15, 2026

One Thing I Do Know

 1 Samuel 16:1-13



This sermon was preached at the Episcopal Church of the Holy Apostles in Hoover, AL on the Fourth Sunday in Lent (Refreshment Sunday). A video on the sermon may be found by clicking here. Thank you for being here!


Holy God, may my words be your words, and when my words are not your words, may your people be wise enough to know the same. Amen.

 

Have you ever been looking for something—your keys, your glasses, your phone—only to discover it was there the whole time?

Not hidden. Not stolen. Not mysteriously vanished.

 

Just… there. In your hand. On the counter. On your head. In the very place where you had already looked three times. The frustrating thing is not simply that you missed it. It is that once you see it, you realize it was never really out of sight. You just could not recognize what was right in front of you.

 

That is funny when it is a phone charger or a pair of sunglasses. It is less funny when it is something more important. When we do not see the hurt in someone we love. When we miss a destructive pattern in our own behavior. When we remain blind to the way fear has been driving us for years. When we stop seeing the humanity of another person because we have grown too used to sorting people into categories.

 

And sometimes—this is where John 9 takes us—we do not see the work of God because we have already decided what God is allowed to do, how God is allowed to do it, and through whom God is allowed to do it.

On the surface, this is a story about a man born blind. But that is only the top layer. Because the deeper question is not simply, “Can the blind man see?” The deeper question is: “Can anybody else?”

 

Jesus and his disciples are walking along when they see a man blind from birth. Immediately, the disciples ask, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?”

 

And before we are too hard on them, let’s admit that we do this all the time. Whose fault is it? Who caused this? What did they do wrong? How do we explain suffering in a way that keeps the world neat and morally satisfying?

That is the first blindness in the passage. Before the man is healed, he is analyzed. Before he is loved, he is discussed. Before he is treated as a person, he is treated as a theological problem.

 

We do this too. We may use therapy words, political words, or church words. But we still do it. When someone suffers, we often rush to explanation before compassion. We move toward a theory before a relationship.

 

But Jesus will not play that game. He says, “Neither this man nor his parents sinned.” That does not answer every question we have about suffering. It does not solve the mystery of pain. But it tells us something crucial about Jesus: he will not reduce this man’s life to blame. He refuses shame as the story line. And that is good news.

 

Because some of us have spent years living under other people’s explanations. Your suffering is your fault. Your struggle is weakness. Your difference makes you a problem to be solved. Your pain must mean God is trying to teach you something.

 

But here comes Jesus, refusing to let this man’s life be narrated by shame.

He makes mud. He anoints the man’s eyes. He sends him to wash. The man goes, and he comes back seeing.

 

That should be the end of the story. A man who has never seen in his life can now see. That should lead to joy. That should lead to wonder. That should lead to praise. But it does not.

 

The healing is not the end of the story. It is the beginning of the trouble. Because grace disrupts systems that are comfortable with people staying in their assigned places.

 

The neighbors do not know what to do with him. “Is this not the man who used to sit and beg?” Some say yes. Some say no. Some say, “Well, he looks like him.” And the man keeps saying, “I am the man.”

He is not only identifying himself. He is reclaiming himself. The one who had been known only by his lack is now speaking in his own voice.

 

His parents are afraid. The religious authorities are offended. And the people who are supposed to know how to recognize the work of God are the very ones who cannot perceive what is happening.

 

They interrogate the man. They question his parents. They debate Jesus. They circle around Sabbath law, propriety, and authority. And do you notice what nobody does? Nobody simply rejoices.

 

A man has been healed, and they cannot celebrate because the healing does not fit their framework. That is the deeper blindness here. Not the blindness the man was born with, but the blindness of people so certain that they can see that they can no longer recognize the Light of the world standing right in front of them. And that kind of blindness is more dangerous.

 

Because if you know you are blind, you ask for help. If you know you are confused, you seek understanding. If you know you need healing, you can receive care.

 

But if you are absolutely certain that your categories are complete, your judgments are pure, your tribe is righteous, your religion is tidy, and your framework is final—then how will the light ever get in?

 

Meanwhile, the man who had been blind becomes the clearest-sighted person in the chapter, other than Jesus himself. He does not know everything. He does not have polished theology, institutional authority, or a seminary degree. But he does have honesty. 

 

“One thing I do know, that though I was blind, now I see.”

 

That is one of the most powerful lines in all of Scripture. Not because it explains everything, but because it does not pretend to. He does not claim more than he knows. He simply tells the truth about what grace has done.

And Holy Apostles, that is often how faith deepens. Not through mastering everything. Not through winning every argument. But through telling the truth: here is who I was, here is what Christ has done, and here is what I now see that I could not see before.

 

That is witness. Then comes one of the best moments in the whole passage. The religious leaders keep pressing him, and finally he asks, “Do you also want to become his disciples?”

 

That is holy mischief. Sanctified sass. The one who was being interrogated now exposes the blindness of the interrogators. He sees them more clearly than they see themselves. And that is what grace does: it makes a person harder to control.

 

But this story is not here so we can smugly point at ancient religious leaders and say, “Look how blind they were.” That would be to miss the point all over again. The story is here so we might ask where this same blindness lives in us.

 

Because this kind of blindness is not just personal. It can be communal. It can live in the church. It can show up whenever religion gets more interested in control than compassion, more interested in managing people than healing them, more interested in protecting itself than telling the truth.

Public life is not the enemy. Political leaders are not automatically villains. Power itself is not evil. Some have used authority in ways that bend toward justice, mercy, peace, and the common good. Thanks be to God for them.

But when religion becomes obsessed with preserving influence, blessing tribal certainty, or defending its own status, it risks losing its ability to recognize Christ.

 

Because Jesus is not found flattering the powerful or sanctifying our exclusions. Jesus is found reclaiming the excluded. Dismantling shame. Crossing lines. Telling inconvenient truths. Giving dignity back to people who have been treated as objects, problems, or threats.

 

Whenever Christianity starts caring more about influence than faithfulness, more about control than compassion, more about access than agape, it starts to go blind. And that is the question this Gospel puts before us: not simply, “Do we believe in Jesus?” but “Do we see as Jesus sees?” Or is our vision obscured by fear, pride, certainty, or the need to keep the world neatly sorted into insiders and outsiders?

 

Because the final paradox of the story is this: the real problem is not blindness. The real problem is claiming sight while remaining closed off to grace. If you know you are blind, there is hope. If you know you are confused, there is hope. If you know your life has gotten tangled up in fear, pride, status, or tribal identity, there is hope.

 

But if you insist that you already see just fine—that you have no need to repent, no need to listen, no need to be interrupted, no need to be changed—then even the light can start to feel like a threat.

 

So maybe that is the prayer for us this Sunday. Not, “Lord, show me who the blind people are.” But, “Lord, where am I still blind?” Where have I treated people as problems instead of neighbors? Where have I mistaken certainty for faith? Where have I wanted Jesus to endorse my world rather than remake it?

 

Open my eyes, Lord. And until I can see clearly, make me honest enough to say that. For the man born blind becomes a disciple not because he knows everything, but because he tells the truth about what grace has done.

 

“One thing I do know… though I was blind, now I see.” 

 

May Christ save us from the blindness of false certainty. May Christ open our eyes. And may Christ give us the courage to tell the truth: that by grace, we are beginning to see.

 

Amen.

 

Sunday, October 24, 2021

See Like Bartimaeus

 

Are you waiting to roller blade off a cliff to talk to God?


Job 42:1-6, 10-17
Psalm 34:1-8, (19-22)
Hebrews 7:23-28
Mark 10:46-52

© 2021 Seth Olson 

Holy God, let my words be your words, and when my words are not your words, let your people be wise enough to know the same. Amen.

There once was a man rollerblading down a mountain—which isn't an intelligent thing to do for a start—when he sailed off the edge of a cliff into the air. As he plummeted to the ground, he managed to catch hold of the root of a tree which was hanging out of the cliff face.

He was hanging there and was not really sure what he was going to do—his arms were getting tired, he could not hold on for much longer, there was no way to climb up, no ledge to stand on, and those rollerblades were getting heavier—when he heard this voice calling to him.

‘DAVE’ the voice said—for that was his name, and I was going to mention it at the beginning of the joke, but forgot—the voice said, 'DAVE!’

Dave was a bit surprised, because he was sure that there was no one else up the mountain with him. But he could hear this voice. ‘Yes?’ Dave said, ‘Is someone up there?’

‘YES’ the voice replied ‘THERE IS’

‘Help Me!’ Dave cried, ‘I can't hold on much longer’

‘I KNOW YOU CAN'T’ the voice cried ‘THAT'S WHY I'M HERE, TO SAVE YOU.’

‘Do I know you?’ Dave asked

‘OF COURSE, YOU DO’ the voice said, ‘IT'S ME, GOD!’

‘God?’

‘YES, AND I'VE COME TO SAVE YOU. YOU DO BELIEVE IN ME, DON'T YOU?’

‘Oh yes God!’ Dave replied ‘Now please throw down a rope’

‘BUT I'M GOD. I DON'T NEED A ROPE TO SAVE YOU DAVE. YOU BELIEVE IN ME, DON'T YOU?’

‘Of course, I do’ Dave replied.

‘GOOD’ said God. ‘NOW ALL I WANT YOU TO DO IS TO LET GO OF THE ROOT, AND I'LL CATCH YOU AND BRING YOU BACK TO THE TOP OF THE CLIFF’

‘Uhh..’ said Dave

‘YOU DO BELIEVE IN ME, DON'T YOU?’ God asked

‘Uhmmm, yes?’ said Dave

‘THEN JUST LET GO, AND I'LL CATCH YOU’

So, Dave thought about this for a few seconds, then yelled ‘IS THERE ANYBODY ELSE UP THERE?!?!’”[1]

Did you laugh at that joke? Yeah, so did I. Were we chuckling because it captured our relationship with God? Have we become so weary that we are missing the moments when God is staring us right in the face or is asking us to trust in God? A study conducted a few years ago sheds light on a new wave of belief in the United States. There are 5 tenants that many Christians and non-Christians alike now hold as core beliefs:

1.     A God exists who created and orders the world and watches over human life on earth.

2.     God wants people to be good, nice, and fair to each other, as taught in the Bible and by most world religions. 

3.     The central goal of life is to be happy and to feel good about oneself.

4.     God does not need to be particularly involved in one’s life except when God is needed to resolve a problem.

5.     Good people go to heaven when they die.[2]

Maybe we laughed at this type of humor because of number four: God need not be involved in our lives except when a problem arises. Society teaches us to be self-reliant. We get by on our own wherewithal until the moment comes when we are clinging to a root on the side of a cliff, then we want God to come and save the day. The last 18 months we all have been dangling precariously with more than roller blades weighing us down. And, if we are seeing things through the religious worldview of this joke, then God is like a butler uninvolved in our lives until we ring the bell for assistance,[3] or like Alexa or another smart device that is always listening, but only responds when we say her name or Okay Google. Okay God!

And if we buy into this whole model, we are to be sweet, feeling good about ourselves, knowing that nice folks go to heaven—that the Divine Watchmaker wound it all up and is around when the timepiece needs to be rewound or fixed. However, in this way of seeing life, God is not involved in our day-to-day existence, nor is God dwelling within, around, and among us. God is not rollerblading down the mountain alongside Dave. God is not passing by enfleshed as a fully human and fully divine carpenter from Nazareth. Except, that is exactly who God is.

In today’s Good News from Mark, Jesus from Nazareth made his way with his disciples towards Jerusalem. Bartimaeus, not a nameless blind man, but the son of Timaeus (a clue that he was someone known later to Mark’s community) yelled up at God as he figuratively hung off the side of a cliff. Even though he could not behold with his eyes, he could see something that the rest of the crowd was unable to perceive. For the first time in this account of the Gospel someone called Jesus the Son of David.

See, to this blind man God was not someone who was far off. No, in the person of Jesus, God had provided an heir to the throne, which David once occupied. Yes, Peter called Jesus Messiah. Sure, others recognized Jesus as a great teacher. And yet, it took a blind man to behold that Jesus was the walking and talking, living and breathing, healing and saving fulfillment of the Prophets and the hope of God’s People. Even in the face of a crowd who told Bartimaeus to hush he cried all the louder for Jesus.

Now the crowd switched in an instant, they were like bandwagon fans in this crazy college football season who pull for whoever is ranked #1 in the polls. They went from Bartimaeus’ naysayers to his cheerleaders immediately. This sort of herd mentality cannot be trusted—in much the same way as a worldview cannot be relied upon that sees God as valet or smart device.

Bartimaeus saw God differently. He outshouted the crowd, such that Jesus stopped and listened to the man. Jesus invited over the one who wanted to see again. Then, the carpenter from Nazareth uttered some familiar words, “What would you have me do for you?” Remember these words?

Jesus spoke the same words in last week’s Gospel account to James and John when they wanted to sit one at Jesus’ right hand and one at his left. Ironically enough, the sons of Zebedee could not see that they were asking not to sit upon glorious thrones, but to drink the cup of sacrifice and to undergo a baptism of suffering. Bartimaeus—having lost his sight, which he once had—already suffered much, and through this lens of loss could see who Jesus truly was. He could see that God’s Kingdom was near—that in Jesus God was incarnate.

How is your vision? In our lives, right here and now, where do you see God? Is God far off? Is God nearby? It does not take rollerblading off a cliff, losing your sight, or some other perilous moment for you to cry out to God. Our Divine Parent is closer than our very breath and our every heartbeat.

We can falsely believe that we are the center of the universe, that we are doing just fine without any help from God or one another. We can think that God waits downstairs for us to ring the bell, or sits silently listening until we say, “Okay God,” but if this is our belief, then we are not following the Incarnate One. We are not trusting in God with us. See, Jesus looked deeply into the souls of people like you and me and wondered, “What would you have me do for you?” Just like he said this to James, John, and Bartimaeus, he says it to us. Bartimaeus knew that God was not a distant problem-solver, but was the Holy One who came to make him well and to make all things well.

You and I are called to have the same vision as Bartimaeus. The crowds around us may encourage us one moment and tell us to be quiet the next. Others will insist that God watches us from far away, that our lives are all about us, and that God only loves those who are good—the Good News tells us something different! Cry out over the crowd to Jesus who reigns as the fulfillment of our greatest hopes, as the one who heals us, as the one who unites heaven and earth. Hear him ask you, “What would you have me do for you?”

Seek new vision. Have faith that heals you. Follow Jesus on the way. And you will see like Bartimaeus. Amen.

 



[1] Travaglia, S. (2009). The Real Other Stuff. Retrieved from The S Files: http://bofh.ntk.net/OtherStuff/RealOtherStuff/christian-joke.php

[2] Smith, C. (2005). On “Moralistic Therapeutic Deism” as U.S. Teenagers’ Actual, Tacit, De Facto Religious Faith. Retrieved from Princeton Theological Seminary: https://www.ptsem.edu/uploadedFiles/School_of_Christian_Vocation_and_Mission/Institute_for_Youth_Ministry/Princeton_Lectures/Smith-Moralistic.pdf

[3] Zscheile, D. (2015). "Agile Church: A Spirit Led Innovation in an Uncertain Age". Birmingham, AL, USA.

 

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Can You See Now?

Sermon based upon 1 Corinthians 2:1-13

In a very astute observation Mary Hinkle Shore compares today’s reading from the letter of Paul to the Corinthians to an eye exam. Really, she likens all of what Paul does after his conversation to getting one’s eyes checked. She notes that when one goes to read the eye chart everything can become clearer or more blurry simply by the type of glass that is placed in front of one’s eyes. For Paul the glass that makes all things clear is Christ Crucified. I believe this is the event that shapes how we see the world too!

A few years back I had a conversation with a good friend. Even though we hold seemingly opposing views of God, he and I have the ability to share in intense conversations with neither of us getting offended. On that particular day he told me that he thought Christians today do not strictly live as followers of Jesus. Moreover, people who believe in Jesus also hold onto several other guiding principles. He stated thinking America is the only superpower, ascribing to one political party’s agenda, or even belonging to some group like the Masons could easily play a dominant role in living out one’s life. Looking at me he said, “You cannot possibly think that you identify primarily as a Christian.” It was a bold accusation!

How do I make sense of the world? What can I possibly say in the face of such a violent and tumultuous world? Where do I get my sense of direction in the hurricanes that blow through this life?

Paul, writing to a divided group of self-indulgent people in Corinth, made a way clear that illuminates a different path than the one obvious in his day. The worldly powers did not understand what Jesus came to do. They believed that he was dangerous. They thought he was misguided. They could see that if his message caught hold their power could slip away. Paul when he was Saul was very much a part of that group. He was a persecutor of those who followed Jesus. And yet, when he was blinded by God his vision became ever clearer not through a series of different glass lenses, but rather through the mystery of Christ Crucified.

Paul writes, “’What no eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the human heart conceived, what God has prepared for those who love him’-- these things God has revealed to us through the Spirit; for the Spirit searches everything, even the depths of God.” In our world we can believe a lot of different things. We can so easily get swept up in other belief systems, but Jesus calls us to go with him into and through the mystery of the Cross.

I sometimes try to explain this mystery away, but this is not just a competing belief system, this is how I am to live my life. I believe we are called to follow Jesus by practicing resurrection with God wherever we are and wherever we go. To practice resurrection means that we lay down those things that are dying in our lives. We bury those things that no longer give us life and energy and vitality. In the tomb with Christ those things cease to exist in the way that we once knew them. These deaths are not easy, but require suffering and pain and grieving.

Somehow though the vision that Paul had is something that can allow us to see beyond the foolishness of this world and truly see what God calls us to see. Namely, we can perceive that the things that were being laid down are now being raised up. The valleys are being lifted up. The high places are being made low. And the way of God is being paved, not by some powers of this world, but by the mystery of Christ Crucified.