Showing posts with label College. Show all posts
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Wednesday, June 28, 2017

Priceless Spirituality


Every college has its memorable professors whether they are quirky, funny, or profound. Sometimes they are all of the above. One such professor taught Religion at Sewanee and his name is Dr. Gerald Smith.

Smith—as most students referred to him—wore a tattered old teaching gown that barely held together, as he went on long tangents. Long ago—back in the early 2000s—Dr. Smith had the harebrained idea to get rid of all paper from his classes, which elated many of his text-book hating students. While there were still written assignments, one would read on his or her own to acquire the requisite sources, then email a paper to Dr. Smith. Before each class Dr. Smith wanted students to also email him questions or comments that they found interesting and pertinent to the day’s topic—most of the time the day’s conversation or lecture emanated from one of those emails. In one of those very conversations during Smith’s New Religions class I found myself completely blown away.

This New Religions class focused on the zany pseudo-religions that have originated over the last three hundred or so years. As we discussed everything from the Oneida Community to the Latter Day Saints to Scientology, one day I found myself grasping onto a common thread that wove them all together. In each of these religious organizations there was a fee to pay, a checklist to follow, or a fickle leader to placate. In other words, none of these new religions emanated from grace. Of course, even though these were new religions there was nothing new about that aspect of them.

At the start of the 200s the followers of Christ were beginning to gain traction. The integrity of their beliefs, actions, and worship meant that even in the face of persecution many in the Early Church kept the faith, which made a real impression on others. At the same time Christians were struggling to come to a consensus over the nature of God—the foundational theology of Christianity. One question came to a head in the heart of the Second Century: How can a perfect being (i.e. God) produce an imperfect world (i.e. Earth)?

One side thought that the world was God’s united Creation as spirit and matter are one, while another group believed that the world was full of dualistic forces. The latter group were the Gnostics. They saw the world through the lens of opposing forces, like good vs. bad, light vs. dark, spirit vs. matter. On the surface this does not sound problematic; however, digging deeper Gnostics also held a belief that stated Jesus did not actually suffer, for he was actually just made of all spirit and no flesh. According to them he was like a holy hologram. Tied to the shoddy belief system of Gnostics was the way they practiced their spirituality.

Gnostics believed that God was perfect and the world imperfect, so how did the world come into being? According to Gnostic theology, God created a creature called an AEon, which created another AEon and another and on and on until there were 30 of these AEons. The last AEon created the earth. Even though this belief sounds outrageous, what stands out even more was the elitist spirituality they followed.[1] Gnostics thought that Jesus had come to teach two separate doctrines one for the common person and another for the elite. Gnostics were the only ones who could get the secret knowledge, thus they had all the control of this exclusive spirituality. One man born in the Second Century could not stand for this exclusive type of Christianity and thus stood up to the Gnostics.

Irenaeus of Lyon, whom we celebrate today in the Church, observed this elitism and spent his life preaching against a belief that Christ’s full message was restricted to those with wealth, power, or resources. Whether we are speaking of modern elitism within religion, which requires one to pay top dollar to move up the spiritual ranks or the Gnostics of old, we must be like Irenaeus and stand up for not just freedom of religion, but also a religion that teaches that God’s grace is free to all.

Irenaeus, never one to hide away the light of Christ within him, exemplified three particular ways for us to share God’s message of love to all. Irenaeus preached that all churches regardless of where they were existed as part of the Church catholic. He believed that the message of the People of Israel was sacred and built the foundation for Christians, and that Christians’ task was (and is) to share the truth of God’s love with all people wherever they were. Finally, his message pointed to the Truth that Jesus came not to form an elite religion, but to free all people to serve God and one another.

We too believe that God loves all of us. We believe that Jesus came for all people. We believe that he came to lead all people into love. We must not charge people to practice spirituality, nor can we create a religion based on elitism. For God’s love may be priceless, but it is free for all to receive. And while walking the way of Christ requires one’s entire life, God makes that way available to all. Let us be like Irenaeus who lived his life to show that God freely loves us all.



[1] Kiefer, James. IRENAEUS. April 30, 2016. http://www.satucket.com/lectionary/Irenaeus.htm (accessed June 28, 2017).

Sunday, April 27, 2014

Knock, Knock... Who's There?

Here slightly abbreviated audio of this sermon here.

Knock! Knock! Knock!

“Open up, Seth!” the voices were almost inaudible over the sound of the blaring music. I was furious, fuming, and fearful. Not for the first time in the last week, I had blown up at my two best friends and suitemates. In shame and rage I locked myself inside my room. There I sat, alone, and tearful.

“Open up, Seth! We’re not mad, even if you are.” I did not want to open the doors up to my room or to myself. I felt too ashamed at the way I had treated my friends. They had shown me their love through laughing with me at things I had done and teasing me, but I took it so personally that I blew up at them and closed myself inside. So there I sat, locked up inside as the knocks kept coming.

The disciples heard no knock at their door. On a day that perhaps should have been filled with happiness and joy, they kept up their guard for fear of the Jews. Of course, they themselves were Jews, so John means the Jewish leaders who put Jesus to death. Yet, earlier in this same day Mary Magdalene brought these same men the joyful news, “I have seen the Risen Lord!” Still, the disciples locked themselves away.

Perhaps it was not just fear of the Jews. Maybe they were ashamed, maybe they were anxious, maybe they were afraid of meeting the Risen Lord. Peter had denied him and the rest had deserted him. How could they face their teacher now? Yet, even in this fearful moment when the disciples locked the door to their hideout and the doors to their hearts, Jesus finds his way inside.

“Peace be with you.” Then showing his hands and his side, wounds indicating that this is indeed Jesus in the flesh and blood, not some ghost, he says it again, “Peace be with you.”

When we hurt those whom we love we often find it so hard to let them inside. I was not willing to forgive myself for the stupid way I had treated my friends. When we hurt our spouses, children, parents, friends, or neighbors we can so easily hold onto that taking it personally. When we feel shame we have a hard time forgiving ourselves. This was how I felt that day in college, and that is, I believe, how the disciples felt. They were so afraid that they had let Jesus down that they did not want Jesus’ peace to come into their lives, for they were ashamed of how they had acted.

Jesus, though goes beyond just saying “Peace be with you,” as he gives them an eternal gift. Jesus breathes on them, saying, “Receive the Holy Spirit.” This wonderful gift though is accompanied by something more. It seems that Jesus knows that the disciples locking themselves away is not just a physical response, but also a feeling of guilt associated with the act of betraying him just three days earlier. Jesus says, “If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained.” Even if those sins are your own. If you hold onto sins, if you cannot forgive yourselves or others, you will have a hard time receiving the Spirit. Closed hands have a hard time holding onto a gift; a hardened heart has a difficult time receiving the Spirit. Yet even when we are stuck in our rooms with the doors locked, Jesus will come and find us.

Of course, there was one who missed this visit from the Risen Lord. Who knows where Thomas was, but he did not make it to this gathering. There is often much made of this disciples’ lack of faith, but he desires simply to have the same relationship with Jesus that his fellow followers did. What is amazing is that Jesus responds to Thomas’ need. Again the doors are shut, perhaps Thomas is still closed off, but Jesus greets him with “Peace be with you!” Then he offers something more, “Put your finger here and see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it in my side. Be not faithless, but believing.” Thomas responds with a statement that shows his remorse, his belief, and his relationship with Jesus, “My Lord and my God!”

We can of course, shake our finger at Thomas for lacking in faith, but we all struggle at times to surge forward in our belief. Jesus’ respond to Thomas is not accompanied by more shaming, but rather that we, and all who have come along as ones untimely born not present for the life of Jesus, are blessed when we believe without seeing. We are continuing to receive the Holy Spirit, and we continue to find Jesus though.

I spent far too long locked away in shame for my actions on that day long back in college. We can spend a lifetime withholding forgiveness for ourselves and others. Yet, when we are not open to God’s Spirit and its ability to help us forgive and be forgiven, then we miss the gift from God. Do not lock the doors to your hearts, but instead open up and allow the Holy Spirit to come inside.